They say a lot can change in a short amount of time when it comes to Kansas weather. Having lived here for all 19.2 years of my life I can attest to this being the truth. However, the past 3 days have BLOWN MY MIND. 2 days ago the weather was around 66, beautifully sunny, and all around glorious! I wore shorts to class, ran back from the gym, and didn’t wear a jacket to work. Yesterday started out nice, I mean, I LOVE the rain! Then it started to get REAL cold while still raining, NO THANKS. Then I woke up this morning and it literally shocked me when I looked outside. The ground was covered and it was still coming down. The wind is piercing and the snow keeps getting in my shoes. So, here at MNU we have experienced about all the seasons in the past 3 days.
In my devotion this morning I stumbled upon the verse Deuteronomy 32:2. It says, “Let my teaching fall on you like rain; let my speech settle like dew. Let my words fall like rain on tender grass, like gentle showers on young plants.”
It’s as if God has been showing me something (as if He really ever stops). As I am going through something it’s perfect that some days can be so amazing, shorts worthy, seemingly perfect. But when we open ourselves up to God and the help He offers it may not look as pretty as our humanistic imagination presents perfection, but what comes from the renewal of rain and the flooding of the Holy Spirit taking over our lives is unmatched by anything in this life. Then when God tries to use dew or a thunderstorm with no avail at obtaining our attention, he sorts to something more extreme like snow. I guess this may be my mind just being my mind and thinking kind of peculiar, but I believe the Lord does speak through nature and he is always calling us to learn more and disruptive our lives to experience him more. Let His cleansing, loving, powerful “rain” empower you.
So far this year of 2013 has already been a whirlwind. One month of the twelve is already coming to a close and it feels like I was just making new years resolutions yesterday. My mind is blown thinking about all the change that will come to be within this following year, its unbelievable.
Here’s the new that’s been in this girl’s life. Last week, two of my dearest friends moved half-way across the world, one to study at a film school in Scotland and the other to study ceramics in Wales. Needless to say, I have been stalking there Instas and facebooks ever since. (Sidenote–every picture that you take in Europe is automatically phenomenal.) I started a new job last week working with one-year old’s at a daycare program on campus which has been a blast. Even though these little guys are often nuts, their cuteness makes up for everything. God knew what he was doing when he decided to make little ones absolutely adorable and precious. Wedding planning is underway and not a day goes by that I cannot believe that this awaited chapter of my life is officially on it’s way. As exciting as figuring out some of those details can be (details that us gals tend to obsess over–the dress, the decor, etc.–hence why pinterest exists) I cannot express how stoked I am to get to fully share life with my best friend. However, even though the whole engaged scene is all about looking ahead, by golly we are determined to give this stage the attention it deserves by focusing on the here and now.
More change coming with 2013 includes being officially done with my college career by this time next year. Along with this exciting fact comes stress and worry about what in the world I’m supposed to do with myself once I get there. Here within the next couple of weeks I will be trying to narrow down what internship to tackle this summer, which I am praying will bring me some direction within the Behavioral Sciences realm as to what to go towards. I am so thankful to the Lord for providing me such amazing people as my professors who have been helping me ask the tough questions in order to pinpoint a job or career that align with my gifting and passions. I’d be a fool to expect the Lord to reveal all now, but want to make sure I’m being purposeful in asking Him to go before me and prepare a way.
In looking ahead, I am so excited to see the Lord at work through all the change and challenges in the coming year, whether that be in my education, internship opportunities, local ministries, or relationships. 2013….here we go!
Well tomorrow I start my second semester of my sophomore year of college. Woah. I cannot believe that I will be half way done with my college experience after this semester. I am so excited to be back on campus with all of my friends and professors. Tomorrow is going to great. I think we are getting welcomed back and talking a little bit about our experience in Europe during chapel. Ill get to see a ton of people that I haven’t seen since last spring when we left for summer. Since the last time that I lived on campus I have had an insanely awesome time but I am very ready to get back in the swing of campus life.
This semester I am taking classes that are focused on my major and I’m anxious to see how well I enjoy them. This is going to give me a great opportunity to really dive into the business world and see how I like it. I also have my new internship/job and that is also giving me such amazing opportunities to see myself in the actual business world. It has been a wonderful experience so far to be working within the company and I have loved getting to know the woman that I work with.
Tonight is my first night back on campus and it feels great. I can’t wait for tomorrow.
Learn something new today: A crocodile can’t stick out it’s tongue.
HEY GUYS!! So yesterday I shared my feelings about the break, and, as promised, here is today’s blog on how I feel about the rest of the semester!!
So it’s been occurring to me lately that college is really stressful. Getting finalized, paying bills, it’s all kind of overwhelming. And that’s ok because I know it is all worth it. But why is it worth it? Is it worth it to, one day, be able to support your family and not have to struggle to pay the bills? Is it worth it to one day have a career that SHOULD make you happy? Or is it something else? I personally think that these are good reasons but there is more to it than this. There’s more to the stress and more the back breaking, time crunching, hair pulling, effort that goes into every little detail of our college kids’ lives. Yeah learning to grow up and living life is a part of this but is that what is most important? It’s not the money you make or the title you have. And the college experience or the fact that you are “getting away” shouldn’t be valid reasons to take your life and throw it in an emotional blender know as college preparation. Because this, honestly, sucks. Preparing for college and getting everything organized can be a huge pain in the butt. But the path you chose makes it worth it. Not the destination but the journey. Not the atmosphere but what you do with it. Everyday God gives us opportunities to change the life of people in many ways we never even think of. We just over look it all. And those opportunities, those solitary moments in time that fall upon us and appear as riddles, drama, problems are actually blessings from God. Beautiful things happen everyday out of the saddest, most hurtful things you could imagine. And God asks us to join Him in his walk in making those beautiful things happen.
SO this semester I will try to look at everything as an opportunity to make something beautiful: homework, friends, fights, relationships, anything I can think of. Things all the way from ordering your food at McDonald’s, to meeting a deadline (which I have been pretty bad at myself lately), and on down the list are all opportunities given to us to show how beautiful life can be. And to me, college is a way to make those opportunities happen now, and in the future.
I am really looking forward to this semester. I know I will not always succeed in all i set out to do but failing is a part of making life happen. So as long as I keep my chin high and my hopes higher I know everything will be ok. It’s time for me to stop focusing on what’s wrong, and to focus on what’s beautiful. Because in the end what’s wrong doesn’t really matter, and what’s beautiful will be what makes your life worth living.
HEY GUYS!!! So, first off, this break has been crazy! And since my computer has been incapacitated for some time now I have not been able to keep anyone updated. But now that this week everything was fixed and I am finally within the range of a successful Wi-Fi connection I can recap my break! So here goes!!!!
Let’s start with a list of the things I did this break:
3. Work more
4. Work even more
Just Kidding! BUT it sure felt like that was the case! Working 9 or 10 hour days at a daycare everyday takes its toll on a guy. This was not a break for me! I was more tired over break than I was ever during school. That made me miss MNU even more. This place is my home now, and going back to live with my family was weird. I mean readjusting is kinda hard. I missed the fellowship, the campus, the food, the professors, and even the homework! Call me crazy but everything about MNU feels like home now.
I mean I had fun over break, don’t get me wrong. It was good to see my family and the friends back home, going on endless coffee shop adventures and out eating out. I enjoyed the holiday season and the snow in Nebraska was fun while it lasted, but it’s not the same as it use to be. It was good to have a change of scenery coming to MNU the first time and I’m still not even close to being sick of it, but I have had enough of my hometown. MNU is the next step in my life and I am more than ready to keep on with this step and to stop looking back. I came and visited friends in Olathe over break! I couldn’t wait all 5 or 6 weeks, or however long it was (all I know is that it felt too long).
Overall it was a good break! I loved it even though I was busy working all the time! But it is good to be back at MNU. This is now my home and I love every part of it!
So HELLO to all of you Pioneers! I have missed you all!
And to all of you upcoming freshman next year: I hope you love this place as much as I do! You won’t want to leave once you call this place your home.
That’s a small recap of my break and tomorrow I will update on what I am looking forward to for the rest of the year so stay tuned!!
This is a video coming at you from a Cabin Fever experience. We were given a few hours to look around at the outlet malls in Branson. Those who know me know that I LOVE pranking people. Nothing destructive, just good fun. Well, I guess what goes around comes around. Thanks to Gabe Crumpley for this awesome footage.
This past week, I spent doing a J-term called “Groups and Group Dynamics,” aka Cabin Fever.
8 students piled into a van with Professor Hamilton and headed to a cabin in Branson for a week. We had class room discussions in a living room around a fireplace and tasks to accomplish as a group, such as building a tower out of recyclables that was 30 inches tall and could hold a brick off the ground for longer than 30 seconds. or searching for our own names on tombstones in cemeteries (I was set up for failure with my name.) Or bowling a game between 120-125 with a partner who was blindfolded. Or cooking meals for the group with 2 others.
One could speculate that all of these tasks would keep us busy. However, we still made time for the best part of the trip.
Ladies and gents of MNU blogs, I present to you: #CF2013: the Instagames.
What’s an instagame you may ask? Instagames are competitions on Instagram where everything’s made up and the points don’t matter. We made them trending topics so we could compare and contrast and laugh.The categories included:
#HarkMamilton- pictures of our professor that he didn’t know were being taken. Funniest wins.
#SleepingSelfies- pictures with people in the group asleep. Only rule: cannot be in the sleeper’s bed.
#BlindSelfies- pictures with the person who was blindfolded on trust walk day (each of us had to be blindfolded for an hour,) that the blind was unaware of.
#FlatbillFriday- gangsta pictures in our matching pink sparkly flat bills.