SECOND SEMESTER OF FRESHMAN YEAR!!
HEY GUYS!! So yesterday I shared my feelings about the break, and, as promised, here is today’s blog on how I feel about the rest of the semester!!
So it’s been occurring to me lately that college is really stressful. Getting finalized, paying bills, it’s all kind of overwhelming. And that’s ok because I know it is all worth it. But why is it worth it? Is it worth it to, one day, be able to support your family and not have to struggle to pay the bills? Is it worth it to one day have a career that SHOULD make you happy? Or is it something else? I personally think that these are good reasons but there is more to it than this. There’s more to the stress and more the back breaking, time crunching, hair pulling, effort that goes into every little detail of our college kids’ lives. Yeah learning to grow up and living life is a part of this but is that what is most important? It’s not the money you make or the title you have. And the college experience or the fact that you are “getting away” shouldn’t be valid reasons to take your life and throw it in an emotional blender know as college preparation. Because this, honestly, sucks. Preparing for college and getting everything organized can be a huge pain in the butt. But the path you chose makes it worth it. Not the destination but the journey. Not the atmosphere but what you do with it. Everyday God gives us opportunities to change the life of people in many ways we never even think of. We just over look it all. And those opportunities, those solitary moments in time that fall upon us and appear as riddles, drama, problems are actually blessings from God. Beautiful things happen everyday out of the saddest, most hurtful things you could imagine. And God asks us to join Him in his walk in making those beautiful things happen.
SO this semester I will try to look at everything as an opportunity to make something beautiful: homework, friends, fights, relationships, anything I can think of. Things all the way from ordering your food at McDonald’s, to meeting a deadline (which I have been pretty bad at myself lately), and on down the list are all opportunities given to us to show how beautiful life can be. And to me, college is a way to make those opportunities happen now, and in the future.
I am really looking forward to this semester. I know I will not always succeed in all i set out to do but failing is a part of making life happen. So as long as I keep my chin high and my hopes higher I know everything will be ok. It’s time for me to stop focusing on what’s wrong, and to focus on what’s beautiful. Because in the end what’s wrong doesn’t really matter, and what’s beautiful will be what makes your life worth living.
Happy spring semester to all you Pioneers!!!